Should I Go??
Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2012 9:13 pm
So, lately i have been insanely OBSESSED with Chris. I've read the book over 8 times... watched the movie over 20 times, read all the info i could find about him, and the idea of doing what he did... is all i ever think about. I have never been more inspired to do something like this in my life. I feel as though if i do leave, i wont leave much behind. Yeah i have a family and i love them more than life itself... but thats it. No job, no school, no boyfriend, no social life. I think i need to get out of here. Get away from what people are attached to. Meet new people, discover new places and things. Become one with the earth. But here comes the part i'm struggling to overcome: I am female... so even if i am strong enough... i LOOK weak to other people. I've never even camped out by myself... and... im only 21 years old. Old enough (compared to when Chris went)... but i still dont think i've learned everything i could. BUT... i am very free spirited, love LOVE the out doors, friendly, would rather be alone then with another, okay with getting dirty, and not afraid of much at all. Let me know if you believe in me and if you have any advice. I'm so obsessed with going on this adventure. PLEASE help me out. Thank you. =)Hannah.